Promotional Exams are finally over!
As for how it was, I guess I shall not comment, let's hope that it will turn out okay.
Biology is pretty interesting, I think I'm kind of interested in it. Ytd last paper was biology MCQ, pretty difficult but I dunno why I had fun doing it. Hahah weird. Kind of fun and challenging yeah. Not too bad. Oh and I rmb I sign up for the biology pharmacy camp, think it will be very interesting! (:
Movie ytd after last paper. Then we had some crazy ideas of going to swim all of a sudden. Hahah yeah so me, lion, wj and ck went home change and go swim. So funny. But I guess it was pretty relaxing and fun. Although we are like JC already, but we still acted like some kids splashing water. Hahah but not bad, can relax after stressful exams.
Oh recently my passion for chinese came back. Gone for quite awhile. Ever since my lousy hcl grade of b4. Can't believe I actually thought of taking chinese lit. Hahaha. But gave up bcoz of a small setback in my results. For ppl who knw me well, they will knw I like to write poems in chinese and they will definitely knw abt my crazy idea to write a book. Hahah. Recently, I found my friend's friend who is equally crazy over chinese. She randomly will write some poems de. So that day, I finally decided to awake my chinese talent to compete with her hahah. She is very pro, and my chinese quite rusty. But not bad, quite fun. Hahah. And also, thanks to radio ni hai you ge wo story, I began to think of some new ideas as well. Cool. hahah. Okay this is random.
Studying time is over, but slacking time has not came yet. Camps and camps waiting for me to plan, pw WR deadline, OP coming as well.... Alright, time to work..again...
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Rain...
I am trying hard, very very hard. Well, I guess it's hard too. Many months of chemistry to be mastered within like hmmm 3 days? Pretty impossible. Eh NO! Nth is impossible!!! but just that the nth might include some things. haha I dunno what I'm talking about.
It's always like that I dunno why. Why ppl can get so prepared that they can maybe hmmm go to bed at 10 or 11 and enjoy their sleep before exams... and me, 2 hours 2 hours, 3 hours, 5 hours for consecutive 4 days? I sleep at 11 too.... but i wake up at 1 all the way to exams. But surprisingly, pretty awake and perhaps, rather aware of the situation I'm in. Yeah, but it's okay, the battle has not ended and my will to fight has not ended as well. Yupps...
Sometimes I'm thought of Instructor Selection Camp that I volunteered to take. Wanted it to be rather meaningful for them. Hmmm we even decide to include things like balancing ur studies, commitments and sjab... But it's like an irony. I am teaching. WOW. Hey sec1s and 2s, it is impt to know how to balance ur life. Studies are impt as well... you have to be able to manage ur studies and do well for exams like like hmmm me? maybe not... yeah weird and funny for me to talking abt such things. But since I promise to take this camp, I will definitely do a good job. Haha.
Recently weather kind of hot. It would be good for more rain. Although I dun really like them. It's like very very sad when it rains. Dunno why too. Maybe we cant see clearly during the rain, we cant see those nice things that is in front of us, it blurs our vision and direction. But it's alright chinese we always use "yu guo tian qing". after that will have rainbow and sun, woohoo cool. Yeah, not giving up. Back to study....
It's always like that I dunno why. Why ppl can get so prepared that they can maybe hmmm go to bed at 10 or 11 and enjoy their sleep before exams... and me, 2 hours 2 hours, 3 hours, 5 hours for consecutive 4 days? I sleep at 11 too.... but i wake up at 1 all the way to exams. But surprisingly, pretty awake and perhaps, rather aware of the situation I'm in. Yeah, but it's okay, the battle has not ended and my will to fight has not ended as well. Yupps...
Sometimes I'm thought of Instructor Selection Camp that I volunteered to take. Wanted it to be rather meaningful for them. Hmmm we even decide to include things like balancing ur studies, commitments and sjab... But it's like an irony. I am teaching. WOW. Hey sec1s and 2s, it is impt to know how to balance ur life. Studies are impt as well... you have to be able to manage ur studies and do well for exams like like hmmm me? maybe not... yeah weird and funny for me to talking abt such things. But since I promise to take this camp, I will definitely do a good job. Haha.
Recently weather kind of hot. It would be good for more rain. Although I dun really like them. It's like very very sad when it rains. Dunno why too. Maybe we cant see clearly during the rain, we cant see those nice things that is in front of us, it blurs our vision and direction. But it's alright chinese we always use "yu guo tian qing". after that will have rainbow and sun, woohoo cool. Yeah, not giving up. Back to study....
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Now I know...
I'm one foot on the retaining path...
Studies have to be consistent work I guess, esp for JCs. I should have known that. Not O levels whereby you can just slack and study last min for miracles to happen. Miracles wont happen now.
Still two more days of exams on mon and tues to determine my fate.
If only I know, I wont make the same mistakes. Idon't play games. I wonder where all my time gone to. If only I cut down on the number of activities I go back. If only I study much earlier. If only I completed all my hw all the time. If only.
Dad told me before in life there is no such thing as ru guo (if only), because if there is, no one would make mistakes. They just have to change the mistakes from happening which is not possible, because it happened.
I went back for almost all the activities in the year. All the competition teams training. But I didnt go back for the last two activities. I didnt go back to take the award during Champions day. I guess all these aren't that important after all. Studies always come first.
Now I know, but is it too late?
Studies have to be consistent work I guess, esp for JCs. I should have known that. Not O levels whereby you can just slack and study last min for miracles to happen. Miracles wont happen now.
Still two more days of exams on mon and tues to determine my fate.
If only I know, I wont make the same mistakes. Idon't play games. I wonder where all my time gone to. If only I cut down on the number of activities I go back. If only I study much earlier. If only I completed all my hw all the time. If only.
Dad told me before in life there is no such thing as ru guo (if only), because if there is, no one would make mistakes. They just have to change the mistakes from happening which is not possible, because it happened.
I went back for almost all the activities in the year. All the competition teams training. But I didnt go back for the last two activities. I didnt go back to take the award during Champions day. I guess all these aren't that important after all. Studies always come first.
Now I know, but is it too late?
Friday, September 4, 2009
SJAB
I have been checking emails everyday.
The fear of receiving a bad news, it's a terrible feeling.
That day TT maam's msg made it worst.
Scary message, was really lost at that time.
I have been back at xms on almost every wed, every fri, every SJAB activity. I never fail to turn up. No matter how tired I am, how much work I have, how late the time is, i will just pop by and take a look. I dont really have to do anything, just taking a look is so so satisfying. I seems like I am addicted to coming back. Ppl say I have no life. When I say I'm going back they will be like again?! But but i guess they will never understand. Maybe I really have no life, but when I come back, I help them live their live to the fullest. I teach them how to walk from them only knowing how to crawl. I talk to them, shout at them, work with them and have fun with them. This feeling is great. Sometimes i dont know why I want to be back but somehow I will just be. I guess that's SJAB. I know that it is a meaningful place to be at, to motivate them and make them learn.
Sometimes it feels sad to be the only one back all the time. Everytime before I step in, I would secretly hope that I will see my squadmates there but this seldom comes true. But the joy of seeing my juniors seem to outweigh all that.
Sec 3s: I guess they are the bunch of ppl that really kept me coming back. This batch is really the one that I work with the most, through ITC, comp teams and usual activity. I always have so much fun with them around. I really can't imagine what sjab life for me might become without them around. But I heard before from a senior, if we continue because of a particular batch, it will be hard to carry on. But still, they are wonderful ppl.
Sec 2s: I have started to bond a slight bit with them through ITC. Hopefully they will improve by the time they come to bncoc at the end of the year. But not forgetting my Instructor Selection Camp.
Sec 1s: This few activities when I was back, I tried to take them for a few talking sessions and footdrill. They still have lots to catch up with but I'm sure they are trying hard. I hope that ISC will really train them up.
Have been thinking about how to make ISC as meaningful and beneficial as possible. Hope to get as much suggestions as possible. Had a PT session with the sec 3s that day to test run for ISC. I bet it was tiring for them but i guess they learnt a lot too. i can see that some of them are rather motivated. My legs are still aching but i knw it's the same for them as well. I am feeling very motivated and passionate abt the upcoming camp. But right now, it's less than a mth to promos. I dont want to retain so I really have to spend some time to study.
I am still surviving! (:
The fear of receiving a bad news, it's a terrible feeling.
That day TT maam's msg made it worst.
Scary message, was really lost at that time.
I have been back at xms on almost every wed, every fri, every SJAB activity. I never fail to turn up. No matter how tired I am, how much work I have, how late the time is, i will just pop by and take a look. I dont really have to do anything, just taking a look is so so satisfying. I seems like I am addicted to coming back. Ppl say I have no life. When I say I'm going back they will be like again?! But but i guess they will never understand. Maybe I really have no life, but when I come back, I help them live their live to the fullest. I teach them how to walk from them only knowing how to crawl. I talk to them, shout at them, work with them and have fun with them. This feeling is great. Sometimes i dont know why I want to be back but somehow I will just be. I guess that's SJAB. I know that it is a meaningful place to be at, to motivate them and make them learn.
Sometimes it feels sad to be the only one back all the time. Everytime before I step in, I would secretly hope that I will see my squadmates there but this seldom comes true. But the joy of seeing my juniors seem to outweigh all that.
Sec 3s: I guess they are the bunch of ppl that really kept me coming back. This batch is really the one that I work with the most, through ITC, comp teams and usual activity. I always have so much fun with them around. I really can't imagine what sjab life for me might become without them around. But I heard before from a senior, if we continue because of a particular batch, it will be hard to carry on. But still, they are wonderful ppl.
Sec 2s: I have started to bond a slight bit with them through ITC. Hopefully they will improve by the time they come to bncoc at the end of the year. But not forgetting my Instructor Selection Camp.
Sec 1s: This few activities when I was back, I tried to take them for a few talking sessions and footdrill. They still have lots to catch up with but I'm sure they are trying hard. I hope that ISC will really train them up.
Have been thinking about how to make ISC as meaningful and beneficial as possible. Hope to get as much suggestions as possible. Had a PT session with the sec 3s that day to test run for ISC. I bet it was tiring for them but i guess they learnt a lot too. i can see that some of them are rather motivated. My legs are still aching but i knw it's the same for them as well. I am feeling very motivated and passionate abt the upcoming camp. But right now, it's less than a mth to promos. I dont want to retain so I really have to spend some time to study.
I am still surviving! (:
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Random
I seem to have forgotten how to study since sec 2.
Blood donation drive.
I guess it was a success.
Didnt do much.
Really glad that quite a number of ppl came.
GP test - joke of the day
Maths test - just passed
Chem test - absent
Biolody test - hais
Economics - coming soon
Touch rugby fun.
Basketball not too bad.
Soccer been long since last played.
Golf is interesting.
Tennis seems nice.
I love jogging too.
Been doing lots of sports recently, playing with friends is really fun. Good relaxation activity. Perhaps it is just about enjoying it that is more impt, and maybe not the recording part.
Volunteered to be the overall in charge of NYAA camp, thought I have been rather slack. I'm not too sure if I can complete, but I would definitely help them. Perhaps that's the least that I can do. Hope it will turn out fun for them.
Instructor Training Course 2010 - COMING SOON!
I guess this is the first time that I really volunteered for a project. Usually I wait for chances and opportunities to come, but this time I really feel like taking the ITC 2010. Been thinking a lot about how I want the whole thing to be like. This course will be a change to the usual format. I am still trying to come up with the detailed plan, which is definitely not easy.
Sometimes we admire how ppl can plan a camp or an event that is so meaningful, but why can't we do that ourselves. Many ppl feels that it was the best camp they have ever attend, I told myself that it will only be the second best ... ...
Tired ... ...
But i am still surviving!
Many thanks to friends and seniors (:
Blood donation drive.
I guess it was a success.
Didnt do much.
Really glad that quite a number of ppl came.
GP test - joke of the day
Maths test - just passed
Chem test - absent
Biolody test - hais
Economics - coming soon
Touch rugby fun.
Basketball not too bad.
Soccer been long since last played.
Golf is interesting.
Tennis seems nice.
I love jogging too.
Been doing lots of sports recently, playing with friends is really fun. Good relaxation activity. Perhaps it is just about enjoying it that is more impt, and maybe not the recording part.
Volunteered to be the overall in charge of NYAA camp, thought I have been rather slack. I'm not too sure if I can complete, but I would definitely help them. Perhaps that's the least that I can do. Hope it will turn out fun for them.
Instructor Training Course 2010 - COMING SOON!
I guess this is the first time that I really volunteered for a project. Usually I wait for chances and opportunities to come, but this time I really feel like taking the ITC 2010. Been thinking a lot about how I want the whole thing to be like. This course will be a change to the usual format. I am still trying to come up with the detailed plan, which is definitely not easy.
Sometimes we admire how ppl can plan a camp or an event that is so meaningful, but why can't we do that ourselves. Many ppl feels that it was the best camp they have ever attend, I told myself that it will only be the second best ... ...
Tired ... ...
But i am still surviving!
Many thanks to friends and seniors (:
Thursday, July 30, 2009
when the robot breaks down...
two days MC! I think I really need some rest.
Thanks everyone, I will be okay.
Thanks everyone, I will be okay.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Fell
A game of touch rugby match during pe lesson.
My foot got caught in the nets of a goal post.
I tried hard but can't get out.
I moved forward and I fell.
Trapped in the nets.
It's all in a mess.
I no longer know what I want.
It's all about enduring, pushing your limits, nth is impossible...
I thought i learnt all that.
I thought.
It's abt telling yourself not to stop in a run,
telling youself it is not tiring.
But maybe it is not your legs that is aching,
it may not be that you are breathless and feel like stopping.
What if you have collapsed and fainted?
What if you are injured?
I wonder...
Sometimes I really want to make a choice.
I want to choose and decide.
I dont need to be a hero.
So what if I can help them,
at the end of the day, I need help myself.
Heros die early I guess...
Very lost....
My foot got caught in the nets of a goal post.
I tried hard but can't get out.
I moved forward and I fell.
Trapped in the nets.
It's all in a mess.
I no longer know what I want.
It's all about enduring, pushing your limits, nth is impossible...
I thought i learnt all that.
I thought.
It's abt telling yourself not to stop in a run,
telling youself it is not tiring.
But maybe it is not your legs that is aching,
it may not be that you are breathless and feel like stopping.
What if you have collapsed and fainted?
What if you are injured?
I wonder...
Sometimes I really want to make a choice.
I want to choose and decide.
I dont need to be a hero.
So what if I can help them,
at the end of the day, I need help myself.
Heros die early I guess...
Very lost....
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